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Nihil
09:00
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NiHiL - Nihil
Lyric by Matteo Anguillesi
I just don't want to feel my
To feel my mind fall off me
I always have blindly searched
Without finding anything
The most important basical thing
Is to possess equilibrium
Based on a form of self-discipline
Whichever form of self-discipline
I have teared up parts of me
To be able to let out
What they conceal
Seeking my path everywhere I pass
Maybe I've found autarkeia
I did not know what
I wanted neither from
Myself 'cause in the
End there was not
Anything to look for
Anymore
Suave, mari magno turbantibus aequora ventis,
E terra magnum alterius spectare laborem;
Non quia vexari quemquamst iucunda voluptas,
Sed quibus ipse malis careas quia cernere suave est.
Suave etiam belli certamina magna tueri
Per campos instructa tua sine parte pericli.
Sed nil dulcius est, bene quam munita tenere
Edita doctrina sapientum templa serena,
Despicere unde queas alios passimque videre
Errare atque viam palantis quaerere vitae,
Certare ingenio, contendere nobilitate,
Noctes atque dies niti praestante labore
Ad summas emergere opes rerumque potiri.
O miseras hominum mentis, o pectora caeca!
Qualibus in tenebris vitae quantisque periclis
Degitur hoc aevi quodcumquest!
(Lucrezio 2,1-61)
Listening to stupid words,
hoping for them to be punished
With a vast sense of sadness,
I invoked whoever's up there
I asked him for eternal judgement,
for us all and him as well
But sarcastically he answered,
I will have the last say
And by finally leaving time, free to take its own course
I made my own diagnosis, finding illness and its cure
The virus caused by endless search, the cure instead was to let go
Everything in its own place, won't try to make them what they're not
And at long last my own solution, which for years and years i sought
Was so simple, almost obvious, what i wanted to explain
I want to remain alone in, the contemplation of nothingness
I want to remain alone in, the contemplation of nothingness
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2. |
Rise
02:10
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3. |
Root Of Negative One
06:37
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NiHiL - Root Of Negative One
Lyric by Matteo Anguillesi
We, can’t tolerate to be free
We’re, an arithmetic means
We don’t want to escape, we represent the whole
The whole above the single unit, we’ll always thank our benefactor
We have obligations, we’re precise at work
Considering everything from, the optimal point of view
Me and everyone, we form the only us
Everything is clear for me, happiness is only in our chains
I, don’t believe in god
I, can’t have a soul because
I’m, a number in the sum
I’m, the power of a unit in the whole
Say it, the irrational way to
What you know about the root, and what you always hide
Say it, come out of your shell
Touch irrationality, and live in the root of negative one
And live in the root, come out of your shell
What you always hide, the way
We, can control all your moves
I, just can’t betray my state
I’ve seen beyond the wall, they can’t cheat me anymore
I’m going to be illogical, we’ll try to overturn rationality
The state says I’m insane, they understood it all
I can’t find any escape, and now I must confess
They menticide my brain, I told them all of it
They control everything, they control every piece of our lives
Say it, the irrational way to
What you know about the root, and what you always hide
Say it, come out of your shell
Touch irrationality, and live in the root of negative one
And live in the root, come out of your shell
What you always hide, the way
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4. |
Vault
01:35
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5. |
Subway to Disintegration
06:20
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NiHiL - Subway to Disintegration
Lyric by Matteo Anguillesi
I tried to pretend, like it was the matter
I tried to erase, the paranoia away
But it's still here, breathing down my neck
I can't do anything else, but keep on feeling it
It digs into the bowels, trying to grind into my head
It follows like my shadow, hiding its face in my blindness
All the time you stay, behind my shoulders, don't give me the
Time to move away, to make a step, out of your visual
Sight, you are the viper, you slip inside to make me fall (collapse)
You can only hide, your face of shit under this fuckin' ground
I tried to turn on light, but my mind stays off
I can see it in front, of my distorted eyes
Now it's time to move, to eliminate this nit
I must find a way, but there's no escape
It digs into the bowels, trying to grind into my head
It follows like my shadow, hiding its face in my blindness
All the time you stay, behind my shoulders, don't give me the
Time to move away, to make a step, out of your visual
Sight, you are the viper, you slip inside to make me fall (collapse)
You should only hide, your face of shit under this fuckin' ground
Now, I can't try anything else
I can't, get out of this prison
I, can thank my paranoia
I can't try anything else, I can't try anything else
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6. |
27:00
10:27
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NiHiL - 27:00
Lyric by Matteo Anguillesi
Have you ever tried to find something else
Different from what you think to be
You consider every way, every possibility
Not to lose the chance to appear your best
What they think of you, is what you feed on
Always seeking out the better compromise.
In the end it's always the same story
As you know where you will go is everything written yet?
You'll pretend to be yourself again and again
When you can't admit the truth just in front of you
You're the same, you're exactly the same
Every face you change is a variable of the edge
It's impossible to be something else we, can't modify the core
You can consider all the variables that you want, but the variable of the edge
You can only feel, you can just feel
You can only feel, you can just feel
You can only feel
Suppose one day that a coin falls down on its edge
Any face that you choose is the same in the end
Suppose one day that a coin falls down on its edge
Any face that you choose is the same in the end
You don't understand it's not a fact of coherence
Every page you turn in this way your core leaves yourself
The logic must be used to understand that
The random is the best coherence we can have
You're going to build your image in a detailed way
Every step you take is direct to your goal
Why is it so difficult to accept that you're useless?
Whatever you do in the end is the same
It's impossible to be something else we, can't modify the core
You can consider all the variables that you want, but the variable of the edge
You can only feel, you can just feel
You can only feel, you can just feel
You can only feel
Suppose one day that a coin falls down on its edge
Any face that you choose is the same in the end
Suppose one day that a coin falls down on its edge
Any face that you choose is the same in the end
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7. |
Void
04:47
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NiHiL - Void
Lyric by Matteo Anguillesi
I don't know how to breathe anymore
I don't know how to cry anymore
But I've never forgotten anything
'Cos I've never really known anything
Void
Just a void
And that is all that I am left with
From everything I've ever had
I don't know who I am anymore
I don't know what to do anymore
I am losing myself again
In a vacuum without boundaries
Void
Just a void
And that is all that I am left with
Of everything I've ever had
Void
Just a void
All I am left with is lights
Soaked with a ray of blood
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NiHiL - Slow & Untouchable Suicide
Lyric by Matteo Anguillesi
Run away, from me
'cause I'm just, your ruin
You can't tolerate, what I think
I can't tolerate, what I think
My home became, your turmoil
Run away, I'm your ruin
I feed all my hatred, without getting anything
I was a fuckin' fool, 'cause I didn't know that
I used up myself, destroying everything
Against my will I become my own hangman
There was no way, to fully understand that
Any of my thoughts, could have a sense
I kept on trying, you can't tolerate
These kinds of hopeless thoughts without sense
Run away, from me
I woke up too late, becoming your lead
I didn not build, the foundations so
My total control, collapsed over me
I feed all my hatred, without getting anything
I was a fuckin' fool, 'cause I didn't know that
I used up myself, destroying everything
Against my will I become my own hangman
There was no way, to fully understand that
Any of my thoughts, could have a sense
I kept on trying, you can't tolerate
These kinds of hopeless thoughts without sense
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NiHiL Firenze, Italy
Nihil formed in Pisa (Italy) during spring 2002. In May 2004 we released our first work “Demo 1”, then we continued to compose new songs until spring 2007 when we released our second work “1st May”. After a sudden split we changed the line up and during summer 2008 we recorded “Empirical Heresy”, our third work in studio. The album was presented in December 2008 and released in January 2009. ... more
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